Oct 29, 2019 1 min Staying Alive #365 So welcome to my first post. I hope that this will be a way of me keeping everyone updated on my situation, a way of me documenting my...
May 30 2 min Football Family It’s 5am Sunday morning. Milky May sunlight floods the kitchen. Hero dog’s gentle rhythmic snores are hypnotic. I’m sipping on a...
gem leeOct 29, 20191 minStaying Alive #365So welcome to my first post. I hope that this will be a way of me keeping everyone updated on my situation, a way of me documenting my...
gem leeMay 302 minFootball FamilyIt’s 5am Sunday morning. Milky May sunlight floods the kitchen. Hero dog’s gentle rhythmic snores are hypnotic. I’m sipping on a...
gem leeMay 32 minMay is Gray in a good way.Its may bank holiday. Ive been awake since 5am, no stress just wide awake. I‘m taking a moment ( whilst everyones still sleeping ) for...
gem leeApr 201 minStaying Stable.Super quick update. Monty Mofo is stable. Recent brain MRI showing no further progression of disease at the minute. The relief is massive...
gem leeApr 122 minEmerging ImagingMonday Monday. the kids have returned to school from Easter break. I’ve hauled ass to the gym this morning, I’m now tucked up on the...
gem leeMar 261 minNot today SatanIt’s Friday again, it’s Saturday , Sunday then....Easter holidays. So the kids have just gone back & their home again for 2 weeks. This...
gem leeMar 132 minGoing places & empty spacesSaturday afternoon’s sunshine bathes me in glorious rays. I sit in the living room , slough like on the couch bathing in golden light,...
gem leeFeb 192 minI'm only human after all.It’s 7.24am Wednesday 18th Feb 2021!!! 6 weeks into the New Year, what’s new? What have we got covid still kicking our doors down, kids...
gem leeJan 262 minBoil the kettle, I’m in fine fettle.Its Tuesday around tea time (if your northern ) I’m watching a place in the sun. The scent of my new candle sweetens the frosty air....
gem leeJan 102 minEarly Hours, Big FearsIt’s 2.50am. I can’t sleep. Head is abuzz with thoughts. Sometimes I imagine my brain to be like the lights u see in photos of American...
gem leeJan 12 minNew Year, new fear, more hopeHappy New Year!!!!! It’s 2021!!!! The shit show that was 2020 has gone like the mad dog it was. it’s been a bit crap for everyone in...
gem leeDec 23, 20202 minGoose is getting giddyIt’s Wednesday morning 12.45am I’m downstairs . Can’t sleep. Heads whirling with worries. Have I got all the presents? will the turkey...
gem leeDec 8, 20202 minSmile whilst you have teeth .Tuesday 8th December; it’s early evening , Been pitch black outside since around 4pm. Candles are lit a seasonal scent fills the house....
gem leeNov 29, 20202 minChristmas is coming....It’s sunday 29th November. We’re 1 month out from Christmas, Partway through lockdown part deux. the trees up, the dinners cooking....
gem leeNov 6, 20202 minVista SistaIt’s Thursday afternoon. My peace is shattered by the sound of the window cleaners performing their aerial aquabatics . Big G is perched...
gem leeOct 16, 20202 minDon’t count me outIt’s Friday morning, there’s a moody grey sky outside, it’s a cold, cold mid October morning. I’m snuggled on the kitchen couch with H...
gem leeOct 3, 20202 minLevel up40. I’m here. I made it! It feels good. I’m proud to say im over the hill. ive had truly the best birthday month I could ever have...
gem leeSep 12, 20201 minForty & FabulousOver the top. That’s me. Over the top of that bloody hill that is 40! It feels freaking fabulous to be defying the odds & still be here...
gem leeSep 3, 20202 minThe climbIm 40 on Tuesday. It’s Thursday today . I’m 39 . In a Blink of an eye I’ll be middle aged! When I was a teenager, 40 was freaking...
gem leeAug 21, 20202 minThe ugly TruthHave you ever felt the need to google search what the death rattle sounds like? No thank Buddha. That’s not normal . That is my life....
